I remember back then in school. I am one of the buat lek buat cool people.
People rarely see me marah marah. (I guess)
For short la. Even diri sendiri pun rasa macam jarang sangat sakit hati dengan orang.
At first I thought it was weird that I am a short tempered person now. But think back biologically. Nah~ it's normal. Plus, the person that always hear my thought semua dah jauh. So the stress becomes more and more. Until at one point it burst out into tears and hate because I have no idea to who I'm going to cerita all my stress.
WhatsApp and Skype. That just ringankan some of my stress. It is so different when you talk with people face to face and when you chit chat by video call.
The worst part of stress is. Depression.
So depression makes some of our brain cells die.
This part when you start to feel that you just don't care about everything. Malas buat itu ini. Rasa nak tidur je. Everything seems membebankan. Laughing but rasa fake punya laugh.